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The life of a fiendish schizophrenic.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Another quiz before I go to bed


My personality is rated 37.
What is yours?
quiz by midgetfarm.com





   

Insomnia is a bitter sweet pleasure with only bad consequences.

I am a fucking spaz

I checked out my "little brother from another mother's" profile (aka Ryan) and commented on his guestbook. I freaked out when I saw an old comment who seemingly had the same screen name as I did. I thought someone posed as me--whom I thought was Ryan pretending to be me and posting in his own guestbook so people would think he was cool. I had a nice laugh and made a comment about why he would want to do that... pretend to be me. After I made my 'second' comment, I IMed Ryan and confronted him about why he would want to post in his own guestbook. He then denied it, while I asked him why he would lie about something like that, when BAAAAAAAAAM! It hit me! I FREAKING POSTED THAT MESSAGE back in March. I was like..... "Wow, wtf. I'm lame." Anywho, here's part of that conversation:




Aph0tic Dawn: LOL! you loser!!!!
simianantithesis: whaat?
Aph0tic Dawn: you used my sn and posted in your own guestbook
Aph0tic Dawn: XD

simianantithesis: what?
Aph0tic Dawn: i saw it right after I posted
Aph0tic Dawn: omg
Aph0tic Dawn: don't even pretend you don't know what i'm talking about
Aph0tic Dawn: LOL

simianantithesis: i dont
Aph0tic Dawn: yeah you do
Aph0tic Dawn: well, now i posted twice
Aph0tic Dawn: but the one before that
Aph0tic Dawn: you
Aph0tic Dawn: or someone
Aph0tic Dawn: i don't know who
Aph0tic Dawn: posed as me
Aph0tic Dawn: From: Aph0tic Dawn
Email:
Time: 02-29-2004 12:37 AM
Subject: Ryan, the ladies man
Message: Hey, whores that are in love with my little brother/cousin/shrimpy/ducky/turtle. You better treat him with the bestest of stuff and stuff unless you want your ASS KICKED by ME. He is the coolest, most modest, likeable, nicest gentleman in all the land. (That's of course, if you live in a world with only Women and one man =P)

simianantithesis: umm..
simianantithesis: yah im not bored to the point where i write in my own guestbook
simianantithesis: sorry
Aph0tic Dawn: hah
Aph0tic Dawn: then who was that?
Aph0tic Dawn: don't tell me i'm schizophrenic and would forget that i wrote in your guestbook
Aph0tic Dawn: omg wait
Aph0tic Dawn: LOL
Aph0tic Dawn: was that me?

simianantithesis: uhh
Aph0tic Dawn: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAA
Aph0tic Dawn: i think I AM a schizo
Aph0tic Dawn: i just realized i wrote that

simianantithesis: are you on something?
Aph0tic Dawn: back in march
Aph0tic Dawn: LOL
Aph0tic Dawn: *bangs head on the desk*
Aph0tic Dawn: delete my last comment
Aph0tic Dawn: hahahahahhahahaha
Aph0tic Dawn: me = idiot

simianantithesis: how sad...




*sigh* My memory is worse than that of a fish. Sorry, Ryan. haha.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Update

Song of the moment: Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand




A lot of interesting has happened to me in the last couple days. It just takes me a while to remember them... short-term memory sucks.



Wednesday


I took the bus downtown after school and picked up my first paycheck from Coldstone Creamery. I tried cashing my check at Wellsfargo, but since my mom basically gave away my old account and ATM card to my aunt in the Philippines (to make easier money transactions and stuff), they wouldn't let me cash it. I looked at my check and saw that it was from Bank of America, so I walked across the street and attempted to cash it there. The bitches charged me a 5 dollar whatever fee.


After that, I went straight to Toadal Fitness and signed up for a membership. I went on a tour of their small but cozy facilities the day before, but didn't have the funds to pay for it. The total price for the initiation fee, first month's due and LAST months due, and the "Queen" membership came to 96 dollars. Not bad. The initiation fee at 24 Hour Fitness alone is over 100 dollars. Damn coorporate fuck heads.


Anywho, after I signed up and talked with a trainer about scheduling my first (out of 8) free sessions, I walked on over to Logo's and bought Memoirs of a Geisha in addition to my winter break reading list. After that, I went to O'neals and bought my exchange gift for Conner, which was a neat camoflouge (I probably spelled that wrong, but I'm too lazy right now to go look it up) trucker hat which was conveniently 50% off. After that, I walked aroun, bought random things/presents for people, until I came across a "cute" little group of carolers in front of GAP.


Or so I thought. They were actually protestors. They stood in front of GAP for hours singing anti-coorporation/sweat shop songs/christmas shoppers who shop at places like Gap in the tunes of famous Christmas carols. They also had a big projector placed on top of someone's car and showed slides of children working in factories, charts, etc. I laughed and watched them for about 15 minutes while trying to hide my O'Neil surf shop bag. I also took home some of their fliers--one of which had Che Gueverra printed next to the words, "RAGE AGAINST THE SWEATSHOPS". They gave me an idea for a new article: 'Crazy Hippies Attempt To Bring Down the GAP'. Just kidding. I'll just pitch the whole sweatshop idea to someone else. I already wrote an article on 'world hunger', I am not about to write another important news article. I'm too lazy to do the research (I'm too lazy period).


After my short enlightenment on the dangers of shopping at big sweatshop-using clothing, I went to Borders and studied my lines for my first rehearsal for Sacajawea. After that, I walked on over to the Actor's theatre, rehearsed witht he cast for 2 hours, etc...


I have to cut my blogging short today. I have to go and get ready for my youth group's Chrismas Party at 5 and I'M STILL IN MY PAJAMAS holy crap. Yeah I'll blog later... if I remember



   

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Color Quiz

I took a "color quiz" in which I just allowed my subconscience to choose the colors in consecutive order. Here are my results:


"Your Existing Situation

Authoritative or in a position of authority, but liable to feel that further progress is rendered problematical by existing difficulties. Perseveres despite opposition.


"Your Stress Sources

Strives for straight-forward relationships, founded on mutual trust and understanding. Wishes to act only in conformity with her own convictions. Demands freedom to make her own decisions without being subjected to interference, outside influence, or the necessity of making compromises.


Your Restrained Characteristics

Exacting in her emotional demands, especially during moments of intimacy leaving her frustrated in her desire for a perfect union.
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.


Your Desired Objective

Feels the existing circumstances are hostile and is exhausted by conflict and quarreling. Wishes to protect herself and hides her intentions to avoid exposing them to attack, so that they will be safer and easier to achieve. Careful to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger her plans.


Your Actual Problem

Fears that her independence will be threatened or severely restricted unless she protects herself from outside influence. Does not want to be bothered.


Your Actual Problem #2

Needs to protect herself against her tendency to be too trusting, as she finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. As a result, she adopts a critical and stand-offish attitude, being willing to participate only where she can be assured of sincerity and trustworthiness."






Hmm... my results are suprisingly accurate.





   

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Mmm.. Surveys are fun.

Random things
Do you have your own room?:No, I sleep in the living room. I'm that ghetto. XD
How many computers?:Three new computers, and two extra computers that we don't need anymore.
How many phones?:Three that work, and a few broken ones.... I accidentally sat on them. *cries*
TVs?:Three. (lots of three's.....)
How many people live in your home?:Five people. Me, my mom, my step-dad, my brother, and my sister.
How many bathrooms?:One and a HALF. (I don't know why they call it "half"... a bathroom is a bathroom, right? Sheesh.)
Where is the computer located?:One in the living room (where I sleep), one in my mom and step-dad's room, and the other in my brother's room.
ceiling fans? how many?:HAH. We're too poor to have ceiling fans. =\
how many rooms?:Two bed rooms.
what is in your fridge?
soda?:We don't have soda.
alcholic beverages?:None. (my family's so plain..... or maybe it's just because we're poor. hah.)
cheese?:Uhhh, we have three different types of cheese, I think. Not really a cheese person.
veggies?:A lot?

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Jay-Zeezer.com - A MUST SEE & LISTEN!!

Song of the moment: 99 Problems With Buddy Holly by 'Jay-Zeezer'


--->JAY-ZEEZER.COM<---



I Google'd Weezer's Blue Album, when I found this site. Let me just say.... HOLY SHIT. The DJ combined songs from Weezer's Blue Album and Jay-Z's Black Album. The song playing right now is a "99 Problems With Buddy Holly" in which DJ Mike combined Weezer's Buddy Holly with Jay-Z's 99 Problems. I usually don't advertise other people's website like this, but I really, really, really, recommend that you guys check it out. Both Rap and Rock fans will NOT regret it!


Anywho, another thing that got me really exciiiiiited today was when my brother showed me the Japanese and English trailers for the... *drum role please*


FINAL FANTASY VII MOOOVIIIEEE!!!




Holy shit, folks. Two awesomely fabulous news in one day. I think that movie is out in theaters in Japan right now, and I just hope they'll release it out in theaters here also, instead of just releasing it out on DVD. Oh my God.


I almost SHAT MY PANTS while I was watching the trailers. I'm just a nerd like that. But yeah, you guys should definitely look more in to that... I'm too lazy right now to research for the release dates right now, so yeah. I also have to go finish up the final draft for my articles.


________ROCK_ON!!!____________



   

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Gahh... SO BUSY!

Busy with work, busy with school, busy with journalism, busy making up all my missed assignments from when I was too lazy to go to school, busy with caroling (youth group) practice, busy with church, busy with youth group (in general), busy memorizing my lines, WILL be busy with rehearsals (starting Wednesday), BUSY BUSY MOTHERFUCKING BUSY.


Argh. I'm sad because I have a veeeery limited time to blog/check my mail/messages. Wah. I'm about 1/3 done with my "What is Art?" article, and I haven't even started my "World Hunger" article yet. I'm retarded because I've been studying world hunger in my world communities class ever since the beginning of the year, and I'm still hesitating way too much on what I want to write about. I usually get writer's block before I start writing anything for school, but once I get over that, I'm usually a TYPING MACHINE. Fuck. I need to stop writing in this and get to work


(Haha, wow. That only took me 3 minutes to type! I'm so awesome....except not, because I'm really just a nerdy loser.)